whatsnotwrongwithme?

Still trying to get to the bottom of it. Around the middle of June last year my mental was in the worst shape it has ever been. So far. I felt as though I couldn’t trust anyone in my vicinity myself included. Pent up frustrations would spill out at inopportune moments, the toxicity severing many of the ties I’d clung on to. Forcing my life into a different direction, this song was long-winded vent that brought catharsis. I punched out knowing things would never be the same for better or worse. This song is for the self-conscious among us, the ones that blame all their problems, whether accurately or not on themselves and walk around a constant edge of looming detonation. May you find peace and acceptance or the courage to keep searching for it.